I can not understand how we can be a few weeks away from elections, and the poles can be almost even. I can not understand how anyone could vote for Bush, it boggles my mind, every time I think about it I go a little more insane. Even forgiving what some people might call Bush's small flaws, like not being able to speak well and such, even removing the war from the picture, and throwing out all the issues where right and wrong don't matter only opinion, issues like stem cell, abortions, gun laws, religion etc. I still do not see how anyone could vote for him, their are so many FACTS hard absolute FACTS not to vote for him, yet he is at 50% in the poles. Just in writing this, and making my brain think about it I want to jump out my window and run screaming down the street. It makes me so afraid its like I am in some sci fi movie, because only brain washing could explain to me why anyone(besides the 1% wealthy)would vote for Bush. Could anyone tell me how anyone could vote for him? If so please do not use Bush speak ie pointing out why I should not vote for Kerry, that is only another reason not to vote Bush, because if all you can do is take shots at your competition, it means you have no strengths of your own to stand on.



Current Mood: INSANE!
Current Music: NOFX The idiots are taking over.

So the past couple of weeks have just sucked. It started with my car failing inspection, it failed for three items, bad wheel bearings, my left front parking light not being secure, and my headlights pointed to low, and could not be adjusted. I then got pulled over for having a failed inspection sticker, I thought I had 60 days to fix the problems, and of course could drive during this time frame, but nope state law you have to have the car towed to a garage. So the cop was and sense I was about 100 feet from my house when he pulled me over he did not tow my car, so that was one good thing. The rest of the weekend was filled with other minor bad events, nothing too bad, but a lot of little bad adds up. The only save for the weekend was being with my friends. Then back to the suck, Monday I risk driving my car to the garage for repairs I can't afford. I did make it to the garage with no problems, spoke with my mechanic, and drove back home in a POS car that my sister bought, but ending up having to many problems to make it worth fixing. Driving home with a car that sounds like a Harley, and the resulting stares from people was not fun at all. So I get home, and shortly after my mechanic calls to confirm, that yes it is my wheel bearings, and not a tire rod. He said that the bearings wear so worn out that I was lucky I was not killed driving with them. The bill for the work on my car was $676.30, and my mechanic could not get the headlights to move either. So now I have a car I still can not legal drive, that needs over a $1000.00 in bodywork, so the lights can be adjusted to the right hight. My giant unemployment check is $122.00 a week, $100.00 of this goes to my Mom, because of course she pays for everything else. So she was at least understanding about the $676.30, mostly because we only have the one car, and I drive her to any place she needs to go. I am not sure what day it was, but I mentioned to my Mother, what my mechanic said about being killed if I had driven my car the way it was any longer, and my Mother says "See you are lucky, this was all a good thing." Now this is where karma comes in, because I can't help but feel that I would have been better off if I was killed, boom no more problems, no more being a waste of life, no more a drain on my Mother. So it all comes down to the big catch 22 that is life, I don't have the skills to get a job, I can't afford to go to school to get the skills, and I can't even afford a handgun to blow my brains out.